Sometimes when I am alone, I cry.
10:28 PM
I slowly drift into Dreams
In the middle of the Day
Weaving and drawing, A story
In the empty sky, which is still a Mystery.
The white snowy clouds
Carpeting my incomplete stories
The birds flying and singing
Add music to the dull mysteries.
The sweet innocent rain
Cleaning the inaccuracies of my artwork
The cold breezy wind
Lamenting and carrying to places unknown.
But the reality defies my imagination
As the castles I built
In the imaginary walls of thoughts
Seem to be stumbling and falling.
Ruining the pleasant sky
The World turns Red
As the Sun dawns into darkness
I slowly gulp the unhappiness.
Then Again, The sky is clear
My imaginary creations wiped off. But,
The sky doesn't look the same
As it fails to inspire, like it did before.
Life seems to be tangled
Uncaring and ungrateful
I try to find myself
Among the multitude of people.
But I am lost, walking alone
Through the rugged stories.
From people, I hear the life adventures,
Which I wish were mine.
But time seems to be friendly
Just like most people I know
Robs me most of it,
As I just stand witnessing.
Hope is all I have
Strong, I try to stand
But weak, I'm from inside
Which finds me too dear.
A smile lives on my lips
Buried beneath the pain,
Too agonizing it is, Because
Sometimes when I am alone, I cry.
- Ajay Kontham™ © 2013
As written in The Shaded Shadows.
19 comments
"Ruining the pleasant sky
ReplyDeleteThe World turns Red
As the Sun dawns into darkness
I slowly gulp the unhappiness." Your words are magical as always !!!
Thank you. :)
DeleteME LIKES! :D
ReplyDeleteI'm Glad you liked it. :)
DeleteThanks for dropping by.
Life indeed seems to be tangled
ReplyDeleteBut it will untangle itself I pray
Loved this one coz I could so relate to it!
Yeah, I pray the same.
DeleteGlad you liked it. :)
Lovely lines. Deep and beautiful.
ReplyDeleteThank You, Arcane. :D
Deletemy life iz full of distress..
ReplyDeletebut feels so real for every bane !!
thought I could just share my words for your stanz
which gave me a moment to have a gulp of pain ....
Thnx Mate :)
My life is full of distress
ReplyDeletewhich resembles every bit of bane !!
thought I could share my words to your stanz
which gave me a moment to have a gulp of pain !!
thanks Mate !! cheers :)
Wow.
DeleteYour words seem much better than mine.
Thanks for sparing a moment on my blog. :D
Cheers. :D
There are certain lines that hold one for long.
ReplyDelete"The white snowy clouds
Carpeting my incomplete stories"... "I slowly gulp the unhappiness."... "But I am lost, walking alone
Through the rugged stories.
From people, I hear the life adventures,
Which I wish were mine."...
Okay, should I paste the whole poem here? :D Beautifully written.
Why, Thank You. :)
DeleteThe hurt of a distressed heart
ReplyDelete"Hope is all I have
Strong, I try to stand
But weak, I'm from inside
Which finds me too dear.
A smile lives on my lips
Buried beneath the pain,
Too agonizing it is, Because
Sometimes when I am alone, I cry."
Loved these lines:)
Wow. You quoted my lines. :)
DeleteThank You so much.
I am glad you liked it. :D
So, heart touching poem.I think some or the other time, all of us feel like this.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Vandana Sharma.
DeleteI guess so, but not all.
A smile lives on my lips
ReplyDeleteBuried beneath the pain,
Too agonizing it is, Because
Sometimes when I am alone, I cry.
This is so beautiful. I could relate so well to this poem. Its lovely :)
Why, Thank You. :)
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